I decided to try a new tactic to get closer with my family.. Just ignore it when they ignore me and keep being friendly. It was mostly just one of my brothers who would flat out ignore me and then be a jerk whenever i talked to him. So the other day, I was just nice to him. I didn't straight up talk to him, but I was friendly.. If that makes any sense. I think it might have worked. Although I don't know for sure because he goes to work with my dad during the week, so i don't see him.
And I spent like $10 on itunes downloading thse christmas songs sung by disney cartoons... and then i bought some exciting games for my ipod. a lot of buying going on... :p
i'm going to one of those women doctors today.. i don't know if i'm scared or not. :p
tomorrow's christmas eve! i'm volunteering at the hospital that day. it should be exciting. :D
i'm going to FSU next year..for sure. i'm in the honors program there, and yesterday i found out that i have an $8,000 scholarship there. It should work out.
and finally, i broke my codes. i had chocolate. D: i don't even know why i did.. it was a bad idea. most people don't understand why i don't eat junk food. they automatically assume that it's because i want to watch my weight or something, and then the whole 'you're too skinny to be worrying about your weight' thing comes in. I just do it because I want to be healthy. I don't see anything wrong with that. and plus, i always feel sick when i have chocolate. i hate when people jump to conclusions like that. :/
and this brings me to something else. my height is always brought up! i'm only 5 freaking 9 (almost 10). it's not like i'm ashamed of my height or something, but people are always saying how abnormal it is..blahblah. like i don't know. it's always like 'wow, you're tall' or 'why are you so tall?' maybe this means that i'm insecure about it. idk. i just hate it.
this kind of turned into a list of just random stuff in my mind with no point really..
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